December 2009...

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog. Finally I'm back with some updates about some happenings which took place during the few weeks of MIA - missing in action...
Hmmmm...most important happening was the release of SAM results! SAM result day totally drive me go crazy. It was announced that the result will be released on 16 December 8.30am (SA time) so we were suppose to be able to check the results by 6.30am! I was busy chatting with friends and watching drama the night before to relax myself. So I ended up sleeping at 2am...I knew it will be impossible for me to wake up at 6.30am to check my result. Lazy me... I set 5 alarms in my phone at different timing and I only manage to wake up around 7+am. Got my mind clear and forced my body to wake up. Headed straight to the computer and sat down without having my breakfast yet! Logged in and check my result...kinda disappointed and it was way below my expectation. The feeling of disappointment is still there...sigh

What else I did? Taylor's Open Day and Campus Day! I submitted my name to Student Central during LAN week together with a few of my friends to volunteer as student ambassador. Wanted to give up the plan initially when Kok Hooi told me about it in November before my study leave but my friends wanted to join so I tagged along. Surprisingly one week before the Open Day, they wanted to pull out. Thanks to Forest, everyone changed their mind and came for it! Glad I wasn't alone during the Open Day because I was so unhappy when I thought I was going alone. It was interesting but kinda boring for not being stationed at Lakeside. Yeap...my friends and I were stationed in Main Campus. First day (11 December) was kinda hectic! Tay and I were assigned to go along with 2 other student ambassadors and marketing people to Lakeside and PWTC!

Lakeside Campus!

Checking...

This is the MPH! Mrs Hoe giving counseling...

Saying goodbye to Lakeside Campus ~~

Heading to PWTC! BAD JAM...

Only manage to have a glance at Lakeside's MPH and main entrance because we were rushing to PWTC. We hopped into the van and went all the way to PWTC to unload bundles of prospectus! The driver dropped us at the ground floor and guess what...Taylor's booth is one floor below the ground floor! We got to know about that after we unload the prospectus from the van. It's damn hot and stuffy in there. So everyone sweat like crazy. Wanted to transport the load on the elevator but the lane down at the elevator is not connected over to the booths. Great huh? We had no choice so we ended up making human chain and passing the prospectus down to a level and created another chain down to another level. After dumping all the prospectus into the storeroom, we headed over to Taylor's booth! Kinda huge compared to other booths. The marketing people told us that if Taylor's wanna do something, they will go to the max and the best... Wow...ambitious huh? By the way, that was the FACON Education Fair actually... NAPEI Education Fair came up the following week in Mid Valley. Thank goodness I wasn't around on 18 December! Or else I might have to go to Mid Valley to unload prospectus again...

Farhan and Tay posing with the prospectus

Prospectus = Papers!! = Trees people!!

Set up...

Throughout the whole Open Day and Campus Day, I wasn't really that happy for some reasons. One of the reasons is due to our very own SAM Student Council and some SAM students. Sad to say, the way they convey about SAM programme...there were some major mistakes about the information delivered to parents and students! Oh well, although I heard it, but I can't interrupt the conversations right? There weren't any chance for me to talk and it is unpleasant to point it out in front of parents and students. Another major problem was the experience sharing and making statements/claims. I heard this during my briefing about SAM students saying, "Sir, join SAM! It's the best programme among all Pre-U!". This was pointed out and the parents were shocked! It's impolite to do that and making such claim is wrong! We don't justify which one is better and which one is not. The parents and students will decide. Luckily Michael warned them not to do that again. If it was heard by other Programme Directors, they are gonna be in deep trouble.

There were some who were overly helpful too. Doing my campus tour job...lol! Some even did the registration and usher jobs... Oh well, there is nothing else I can say... BUT there are a few SAM students who are nice though!
P.S. Joel, I know you will read this. You weren't around so I'm not saying you. Hope you don't mind what I've just said. It's true and parents were terrified by the overly reacting expressions and exaggerating statements.

SAM Showcase

Some students looking at the scores...

Video done by SAM Student Council...

Checking out the Science Lab Exhibition by SAM Biology Students

Physics

The girl was forced to guess the direction of force...

Finally...after working hard for few days!

CJ is so scared of the crow!

CJ and I ended up in Starbucks while waiting for Tay and Forest
** Black plastic bag = CJ's bag of "toys" ** HAHA!

He's rubic cubes!

Tay energising himself...he was too tired

I was alone throughout the 2 days of Campus Day. Kinda boring but luckily I have new friends to accompany me! But there is a feeling of lonely though... David ZC's birthday falls on a Saturday (12 December) of our Open Day! Of course nice friends like us will do something... Shopped for some stuff the day before (Friday - 11 December) in Sunway Pyramid for his birthday present. You wouldn't believe what we got for him... Had a nice and delicious dinner with him and his friends in Pizza Uno at USJ10 (Taipan) somewhere near his house. He was a bit drunk on that day actually...haha! Thanks for treating us some pizzas!

Checking out the wine his friend "stole" from home for him...

The birthday boy enjoying his meal...

He was so shy and EVERYONE was laughing out VERY LOUD

Part of the restaurant...first floor... Nice place huh?

Here comes the BILL!

Campus Day

Another "interesting" happening - one day tour around Cheras! Went for a tour with some of my close buddies from E3 and also CJ's cousin, Mr. Lim aka Jackson! Sounds so old with the title "Mr"... He's actually the same age as the rest of us. What an "exciting" day actually... The day before, everyone was totally silent! Nobody ask about it until late night... Luckily I took the first step to confirm about the trip. I was hunting for a place to overnight because we were planning to have fun to the max...that is why I'm so energetic to ask around. As usual, there will be people who can't make it. But luckily it was still ON at the end. Due to some miscommunication, our trip started LATE...I mean EXTREMELY LATE! Tay picked up all of us and suppose to meet up with CJ and his cousin brother in Times Square BUT we got lost! Couldn't find the way to Times Square...Tay have not been there for a long time. Changed our location to KL Central and it took CJ quite a long time to get there because of traffic jams. We finally had our lunch at around 3 after picking up Forest! You wouldn't believe how easily these two cars can get separated for MANY MANY MANY TIMES and we actually wasted lots of time finding one another...LOL! It took us about 4 hours to get to Cheras! It was suppose to be around 15-30 minutes journey with Tay's skills and speed!! Wonderful huh? We wondered around on the road...
After enjoying our late lunch, we wondered around Leisure Mall, chit-chatting in a cafe, ate in Forest's so-called pumpkin steamboat for dinner in Queen's Park and FINALLY Look Out Point to see the night view of KL and also supper in Panorama Restaurant.
When we were in the car, we chit-chatted and I got bombed by Tay with my own point! I was using the title of the song in Twilight New Moon, Two is Better than One by Boys like girls ft Taylor's Swift (just the title regardless of the lyrics). He used back the same title to bomb me... TAY! Stop copying other people's style...LOL! (You should know what "style" I mean...) Just joking...don't get angry ok? We had lots of fun...

David ZC finally surrendered! He was too hungry and bought McD while waiting for CJ

Jams... CJ and Jackson in the car in front...

ABC recommended by Forest...

Those two said it looks like... LOL!

Happily smiling Mr Tay - have not seen him smiling that happily for quite some time! Keep it up!

CJ was about to sneeze!

Tired Tay + Playful CJ

David is so serious...he wore the T-shirt and * we bought for him! Haha

Jackson was too cautious...I did not manage to stalk him...LOL

BUT David manage to capture his picture though...

Forest teaching some kids simple stuff

David just can't stop playing around...Forest's sunglasses

Forest with her BIG sunglasses!

Forest's so-called pumpkin steamboat

Can't wait to EAT!

Forest!....weeeeeeeeee

Nice drink!!

Nice food!!

Walking up... [Look Out Point]

Nice night view of KL

Beautiful... I want DSLR Camera! *wink*
This is the best I can get from my normal digital camera...LOL

Well, as usual... we will never end up our gatherings early, which means I was in deep trouble to go home! First drop was Forest's house and then CJ led us to the highway. Tay dropped David ZC and I was the last person he drop off. David "tried" to offer me a place to overnight...thanks ya! It is best if I don't trouble him though because he got to go to Malacca the next day. So as a nice friend but a bad son?...my parents came all the way to pick me up at 12am! Great huh? Got a long "lecture" and scolding....LOL! Wasn't that bad after all because it would be our last gathering. As a "punishment", I have to drive all the way back home and my parents were sleeping soundly in the car. Cool? NOOOOO! It was my first time driving on a highway during midnight! Adrenalin rush...scary! This is why I will never want to stay up late in Subang unless I'm staying overnight in friend's house. Hmmm...doesn't matter. Guess I will not be doing it anymore...

Miss Forest so much...her jokes and laughter! She'll always make you feel comfortable!
Miss Tay for being such a nice friend and driver...hehe. He'll always do whatever he can for his friends!
Miss David for his actions which will make him look retarded and funny at the same time! He'll always remember to wish me during festive season or for fun...
Miss CJ for his "crapping" and "twisting"! He will always say "anything"...
Miss Jackson too! Although just knew him not long, he's a nice friend to talk to!

Miss all of them and also everyone I met this whole year especially my E3 Classmates and lecturers!

A Christmas song which I feel worth sharing...



There were few other events which took place but I'm not gonna blog about it. My post is kinda "lengthy" and boring maybe?...don't want to put you people asleep. I feel so confused recently... Sometimes you really need to make it that obvious to let people know something? Different channel I guess? Honestly, for the very first time I felt that I'm being "exploited". What a word huh? It's so true and yet nothing can be done. I'll just let it go. Can't stick to the matter for long...does no good to me at all! I think I've been keeping too many things to myself and making myself so frustrated? Got to learn how to let things go and take it easy ~~~ Got to make decisions again...really got to look into it seriously this time XD Things may seem so near but yet so far. It's so hard to explain. It shall just be kept aside. Let it go then...

i gave up.

* I have started composing this post since 23 December and I only manage to get the whole post DONE on 1 January, 2.37am! I am damn slow...lol *

Till then...

Finishing line...

I finally manage to get some rest after having fun for 2 weeks with my classmates. One week of Moral classes...quite fun actually. There are some parts which are quite interesting in the subject...haha! Just a quick review about the events that happened for the past 2 weeks...

Oh ya...this is the "body" of my phone battery which fell down from C Floor! Took this photo about a week later and it's still there...still looks good

16-17 November - E3 Genting Trip

Had lots of fun with my classmates throughout the whole trip. It was really nice for being part of E3. Although we got to know each other for only few months, I'm sure everyone built up a strong friendship with one another.

Me, Forest, David YY

In the cable car...

Space shot...

Me, David YY and Tay

Nice misty effect huh?

David YY's spectacles...

Kar Yee's expression is damn funny!

Tay's magnificent ice effect

Nice Fidani Chocolates...

Playing around the shop trying the masks...

4 of us trying out the masks there...

Soon got scared by Calvin!

Avi needs someone to feed him?

Forest what are you doing?

The only 7 person left (excluding Pou)...the rest of them left Genting earlier

Poor Tay...2 guns pointing at him

Going down from Genting...

A friend of mine bought this for me in Genting because he ate mine. It's so expensive!
Don't have to buy a new one for me le...you can finish up mine and I don't mind...

18 November - SAM Corroboree
Had a discussion with my secondary school juniors and Dinah in the morning about the exposure programme. After the discussion, I headed straight up to Subang. Meet up with CJ in Tower Hotel. Cool huh? He booked a room for all of us to stay after the corroboree. Thanks CJ for the invitation! Lunch and got a hair cut. Went back to hotel and rested for about an hour before getting ourselves prepared. Headed to Sunway Resort Hotel to meet up with the rest. Everyone was very well dressed! I wonder how long it took them to get the clothes, shoes and etc. Photos were taken again and again and again. We wanted to go in to MOS but we went back to our room because we were too tired. Oh well, we chit-chatted for quite long in the room before sleeping...

CJ enjoying his food...lol

Tay finally got a nice hairstyle!

David YY trying to act like a sumo wrestler

Tay is gonna be killed...

Nice? (Hotel room before going to the prom)

Me, Forest, CJ, David YY and Tay

David YY, Forest and I

Our Physics lecturer, Mr Yap

Our Mathematical Studies lecturer, Mr James

Me, David YY and Mr James

My closest friends in E3 again...haha

Our Chemistry lecturer, Miss Isabel and ALL E3 Chemistry students

Our "replacement" Specialist Mathematics lecturer, Miss Lee

Our ESL lecturer, Dr Santha...you will not regret for having her as your ESL lecturer!

My friends...

19 November - Moral Education class!
It was the first class and I was so tired! I slept at about 4+ or 5 the night before. I slept in LT2 when the lecturer was teaching. Luckily she did not catch me...phew! After the class, Tay and I send David YY home...Tay and I then went shopping for some stuff and went back to college to get some stuff printed. Meet up with CJ and David ZC. First time seeing David ZC cooking in his kitchen! Burn the videos into a CD and had dinner with Tay, CJ and David ZC. Collected the cake from Secret Recipe and headed to Forest's house. Got the card and stuff done... Fetched Julienne and bought KFC.
Hmmm...I know you must be blur reading this...we were actually preparing a surprise birthday party for David YY. Forest and I planned this a month ago. How creative we are huh? We manage to get a spy in Wong's house...haha! It was David YY's sister, Crystal. She helped us to be the spy and got some stuff ready for us...Thanks!
We manage to give him a surprise. He was blur at the moment when he opened his room door. Should have recorded it! Well, I was holding the cake...can't be multitasking. We celebrated his 18th birthday with him sharp at 12am! It was quite a success actually. He can't stop telling us thank you thank you and thank you. Hope he enjoyed the whole surprise we planned for him. Hang around in his house until around 1-2am and sent the girls back.

First time seeing David ZC cooking!

David YY's birthday! Surprise!!

Gifts from us...cool? The CD is the best!!

Watching the video of all E3 classmates wishing him! It took me hours to compile it and had sleepless nights doing it...haha! But it is worth it for a friend of mine!

The interesting video from Kar Yee, Soon, Calvin and JJ! He's reading the card we wrote for him...

Seldom call him Yeong Yeow...wanted to put David but Mr Tay say put Yeong Yeow is better when we were ordering the cake during the Moral class break...hehe!

Cheers! (Forest's favourite action...)

This is gonna scare David YY's siblings if they see this but luckily they were in their rooms...
Tay was crawling in the middle of the night! Monkeys crawl?

Sketch...

Fooling around while taking the video for our Moral project

Monkey showing his skills...

Looks professional? We look more like reporters...haha!

Sigh...I'm not in the picture...Incomplete!

Trying to kill each other...most likely I will be killed first...haha!

LOL! Guess whose leg is it?

Creative work for Moral project...last project!!

Completing...rushing like crazy...

We were allowed to go back early for the last Moral class...Miss Patma thought we will go home and study but my friends and I went to 1U!
(Forest, CJ, David ZC and I got lost and we ended up being in somewhere near Tay's house in Sg. Buloh! Luckily Mr Tay who sped so fast came to the rescue..haha)

Julienne and Forest...

Tay and I
(Had our late lunch - almost 3pm at Fish & Co.)

26 November - Last day in Taylor's!
My cousin dropped me off early in the morning around 7.30am and I headed to the library. Glancing through the college, many things happened in every corner of the college with fun and laughter. Things happened just too fast and everyone is going to be apart. Although it may be sad leaving friends and moving on with life, the memories collected will surely be treasured. Sat for Moral Education Final Exam in Discussion Room 2 sitting beside David YY and surrounded by my classmates for the last time. After the exam, many of them gave hugs and said goodbye with one another. Sad moments... Went to Pyramid with David YY, Tay, CJ, David ZC and Julienne. It was our last gathering before Julienne leaves Subang. Lunch, ice skating, red box and dinner. We spent so many hours together but it seems to be so short. There is nothing that can be done because it is the end of our journey in Taylor's...
Sorry to Jian Yi for not being able to say goodbye to him. He left on Thursday. Kar Yee contacted me but I was skating. Goodbye to Kar Yee, Julienne and JJ. I think the rest of them are returning to their hometown too. Have a safe journey people! Talking about skating, sorry to David YY! I made him fall together with me...haha!

CJ looks excited? Food? (In Kim Gary)

David YY fell down and got wet...thanks to me =)

Red Box

Singing... David ZC out of picture - he sat too far away...

Well, here it is...the finishing line. Everyone has crossed the line and heading for their dreams. All the best and take care people!

MY E3 FRIENDS...

DAVID WONG YEONG YEOW

It is quite surprising that I manage to get a best friend just within 8 months... Yes...most of you should know I guess... It is David Wong Yeong Yeow! Yes! He became one of my best friends...amazing huh? I don't know how but he is surely a nice friend. We spend lots of time together and I believe that he really had lots of fun being together with his friends. The jokes, chats, arguments and etc...really made a difference. College was not that bad because of this friend! Well, I don't really want to talk much about him here or else he will feel too proud later...haha!

FOREST

Forest is also another amazing friend. Her cold jokes and hilarious laughter really makes me feel very comfortable to be her friend. She will always "syok sendiri" when she shares a joke. But sometimes I will laugh too...I don't know why. If you don't know her, you wouldn't believe that she is extremely crazy! An intelligent and helpful girl. Best person to ask if you have doubt in your studies...

TAY

Tay Shieh Cherng! I call him his full name or Tay Tay some times. A truthful, friendly, kind and helpful friend. He will drive me here and there. Thanks! We spend more time with each other during the last few months and I got to say that he is very truthful to all his friends! His jokes, complaints and anger....I have been listening to most of them! Don't worry Tay, everything will be fine! I am always there to be your listener. Gonna miss his monkey actions and his sarcastic actions.

CJ

CJ...given the name Dumbo by Julienne. A nice and friendly friend. He can't stop talking most of the time. I will definitely not run out of topics with him. My first neighbour in E3. He likes to show his...

DAVID ZC

David ZC...I didn't have good impression about him initially but he changed my perception. He is unique in his own way! Although he maybe weird sometimes, he has his own personality! His actions is really funny sometimes...especially those that will make him looks retarded. Smart and intelligent in his own way actually. Hidden intelligence...
Oh my... I just realised that I did not take a picture with David ZC during the corroboree! Well...compensate him with 2 photos then...haha

JULIENNE

Julienne...my Chemistry lab partner. She is clumsy but fast and efficient in the lab! Our lab results may not be accurate sometimes (most of the time) but she tried her best.

It is really a great pleasure for me to know E3. Each and everyone in the class makes a difference and spices the class. We coloured E3 in many different colours and filled with joy and laughter... It may be sad to say goodbye but there will always be chances to meet again...take care people! Will miss all of you!

This is the door gift from the registration table...a very good and memorable gift!

Sorry to CJ! He left his house on Friday with the intention of going for the class dinner... He sms me while he was driving asking me whether do I need him to pick me up... But he did not know that I was not going and I thought he was not going too. He U-turn and went straight home. Well, he said many of them are not going so he decided not to go too. Thanks for volunteering to pick me up CJ! Really sorry...

Sorry to Dinah! I was suppose to go for exposure with her and some of my school delegates. A very very very important thing that they must do before convention...a pre-convention activity - exposure programme. I couldn't make it due to unforeseen reasons. She went there with my school boys only. *Gulp* Feels so guilty for not going along. She sms me today afternoon saying that it was "tough". Probably she did not manage to handle the programme alone...so sorry ya! Will go with you next time... She is my partner in most of the convention stuff. We were always in the same committee and I have not been a good partner to help her since the first time we cooperated...very sorry!

Till then...

The end

Finally! External Exam is over! Wohoooo...every SAM student should be enjoying right? Have fun people! Although it ended 2 days later (compared to Biology students) because of Specialist Maths, we still manage to end our finals with a blink of an eye. It ended very fast even though we had about a day extra to revise. BUT the sad thing is...we still have Moral classes this coming Thursday! Can't wait to come to an end for it...

Just gonna give a quick review on what I did for the past 2 weeks (missing in action period). Second half of the study leave? STUDIED like crazy! Yes, I study last minute ok?

2 November (ESL)
I was very unlucky the whole day!

1. Drizzle when I was waiting for the train in the morning (there weren't any shade at that station...got a bit wet because the train was a bit late too)
2. On my way getting into the train, there was a man who pushed me!
3. Got into the train and sat down and my ESL file broken
4. After exam, Tay gave me a lift and I thought my Touch n' Go card was lost - searched high and low in his car! But when I stood up, the card fell from somewhere
5. Got into the train and I stepped on a man's leg accidentally - twice
6. Busy talking to my friend and wanted to sit down when there were spaces available but my hand accidentally hit on a man's face
7. My mom picks me up from the train station and our car got banged by a dumb motorist! Luckily it wasn't a new car...

3 November (Physics)

Tay and I so called "studying" in library but ended up sleeping! He slept more than me...haha!See...

4 November (-)
Studied Maths with some of my classmates and consulted Mr James with a few of my classmates. Last minute work of consulting...

5 November (Maths)
By the way, Tay is a dangerous driver but drives safely sometimes! He drives 160km/h on a highway! Both of us was in the car going to KL Central to check out some information about the tickets to Genting for our class trip. Hmmm...we went there on Thursday after Maths paper. Smooth flow of traffic! You can't deny this because it was darn early for me. So he can't resist the temptation to speed of course. Oh well, I still trust his driving skills. Got a heart attack when I see him driving at that speed! You should be happy that I accompanied you there...haha! David ZC just can't give up talking about intelligence and etc...I agree with your opinion! Don't have to explain so much to me...

What is everyone looking at? Cars being pulled off for illegal parking...in front of Taylors!
NOT 1 CAR BUT MANY CARS!

6 November (-)
Rot at home...was actually in holiday mood already at that time! Gah...damn it! Suppose to be studying... This is the bad thing of having a large gap between one paper and another.

9 November (-)

Moving on, the following Monday...no paper at all but I planned to college. But I ended up not going to college! Went there in the morning and wanted to just drop by Forest's house but I ended up study there and Tay tagged along too. Did we really study or we talk most of the time? Had our lunch in A&W. It has been a long time since we last had A&W. We wanted to collect some money from Soon to buy the tickets to Genting but it was raining heavily...ended up in Forest's house again! Hmmm...anyway, we still manage to get the money and got the tickets.Can you recognise this person?

Tay! Forest is changing her clothes! What are you trying to do?

Really studying and answering or referring?...hehe

Exploring Forest's laptop secretly...

Guess who is this? Rang the alarm twice and this person only woke up after the second alarm...

Just 1 word! Lousy! Freaking lousy service by the receptionist! There were 2 places in KL Central which we can buy tickets to Genting. Tay and I were more familiar with the place upstairs, so we went there. We told the Malay man we wanted to buy tickets - package and 1 way ticket down to KL Central. The man wanted to print out the tickets for us already but this fat ass lady come out and said "Kaunter sudah tutup. Sudah pukul 5pm. You turun bawah beli tiket ok?" My foot 5pm?! I saw the clock hanging there only shows it is 4.45pm! What to do, since that bitch didn't want us to buy from there...got to go down and buy the tickets. I am so angry and definitely will complain to Genting Group customer service when I go to Genting!
Went all the way down and bought the tickets from the bus terminal counter. The lady was shocked when we told her we wanted to buy 22 tickets! She even calculated the amount of money we have to pay and show us. Hello, we are not that dumb to come all the way and not having that amount of money ok? So she printed the tickets, stamping on the tickets, tearing and writing some stuff (took about 10-15 minutes)! And there was a long queue behind of us! Carrying about 1K and standing at a very busy spot with that amount of money. Crazy right? We were afraid to be robbed! Even though after buying the tickets, people can still sell away the tickets... So we quickly we went to Hot&Roll for some food after checking the tickets.

10 November (-)
Laze at home...

11 November (Chemistry)
I left my jacket at home on that day! Luckily I left for college early in the morning and my cousin is still at home when I contacted him. He was about to leave! So I asked him to collect my jacket from my house and pass it to me in college when is on his way to drop my cousin sister to Taylor's. Thanks to my cousin! Or else I might be freezing in the Gallery. Studied like crazy for Chemistry hours before the paper. Consulted Mr Yap KL and Miss Isabel at the very last minute. Wonderful huh?

Can you see the leaf by the side on the left? That leaf fell straight down on Kar Yee's rice! haha!

Kar Yee...don't waste food!

12 November (-)
Wanted to go to college to study SP Maths and get maybe some fast tips from Mr Woon (La Sallians, this is Mr Woon BH not Mr Woon BY from our school - Mr Woon BY's elder brother) but I was a bit too lazy.

13 November (Specialist Maths)
The final day! I was very stressed up for SP Maths because there were just too many things that we need to be good in and no doubt that I am not strong at many areas! So tensed up and I was still going through past year papers at 6am in cafeteria! We were not exposed to any past year questions before the exam but can't blame Mdm Lucia though. Went in MPH around 6.45am and gave the best shot that I can...
10.10am sharp! Chief invigilator shouted, "Time is up. Put down your pens and close your question booklet. Stop writing. If you continue to write, it is an act of cheating..." You can see happy faces who can't wait to celebrate. By the way, someone's phone was not switched off or something. Half way through the exam, there was a screaming sound from a phone. Damn annoying and irritating!
I was so unlucky when the exam started and ended. My phone fell of the floor on that day! After SP Maths, I came out and stood near the railings and was busy talking. My phone slipped from my casing and it almost fell down to the ground floor from C floor (3rd floor)! My battery was so unlucky, the cover opened and the battery fell straight down to the ground floor. The "body" was found in the drain! Anyway, I am still lucky because my phone was that close at the edge.

We (Forest, both David, CJ, Tay and I) headed to Forest's house to get the present we bought for Mdm Lucia. Visited her house. She was damn cute? The way her hair was tied...you wouldn't believe this is a lecturer from SAM! Haha! She is a very good lecturer actually. Tagged along for about an hour and left for Pyramid. CJ is really a very cautious driver! He keeps a safe distance between the car in front and his car...
Pyramid - lunch and movie (Inglourious Basterds) Wanted to watch 2012 but tickets for all sessions were fully bookes/sold! Anyway, I will still try to find a time to watch that movie!!
On my way going home...damn train! Waited from 6.30pm until 7.15pm for a train down to Klang! With no phone to contact my parents. My dad waited for me at the train station for 45 minutes...sad huh?

Night or morning? It's early morning 5+am approaching 6am...

Not many cars around for the first time around Taylor's...not many people taking SP Maths

I saw this in my feedjit few days ago! There are people searching for titles like ms prema, mrs hoe and SAM at TUC! I wonder who search these titles on google. Ms Prema and Mrs Hoe - Hmmm...probably they were curious to know what students post up on blogs about them??

Kuala Selangor, Selangor arrived from blogsearch.google.com on "Time of My Life: Lost" by searching for ms prema sam office.

18:03:34 -- 1 day 2 hours ago

Cheras, Negeri Sembilan arrived from blogsearch.google.com on "Time of My Life: Second last week..." by searching for SAM at Taylor's university college.

15:55:05 -- 4 days 4 hours ago

Kuala Selangor, Selangor arrived from blogsearch.google.com on "Time of My Life: Day 1" by searching for mrs hoe sam programme director.

18:35:50 -- 6 days 1 hour ago

A must watch movie (my opinion me)! It should be a nice movie - 2012! It will happen actually...one day...


This is one of the songs in the movie 2012 sang by Adam Lambert. Don' really like his songs but this song is great!




Well, finals is already over. I am currently thinking of where to go and what to study...a big mind bogging question. Going on a movie marathon too! Got to watch those movies or dramas that I've missed! I am going to be busy this coming week and the few weeks to come. Genting trip tomorrow with E3 classmates, SAM Corroboree on Wednesday, Moral classes, Exposure briefing with La Salle boys and Exposure trip with them. It is good actually. Keeping myself busy and fill up my time with some stuff (I am a workaholic...getting myself busy helps me not to think of unhappy moments).
Got to wake up damn early tomorrow morning...I wonder what time should I go up to KL Central?
P.S. E3 classmates, if you have problems or doubt about transport please contact me! Most importantly, if there is any kind E3 friends, please please please make sure I wake up on time (morning call or sms) and make sure I will not be late...tickets are all with me...scary!

Tickets...

One stack of books and papers just for one year!

Another stack of papers and stuff... Actually there are a few more stacks but just took 2 randomly...can you imagine how many trees were chopped down?

Saw this on one of my friend's personal message on msn:
"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail."
Quite meaningful huh? I like this quote!

Till then...

Half a week...

The final WEEK to study for SACE External! I don't think I am making full use of the study leave so far! It's already half a week GONE... This week is gonna end really soon but everything is not settled yet! Well, probably I really need to speed up to the maximum of the maximum that I can? Although it is good to study, many of them are starting to fall sick too! So people, please take care of yourself... I'm one of those unlucky ones who are currently showing the "signs" of falling sick. Forest fell sick too, Tay was sick previously (still sick) and many of them who I think they are sick (not that serious but slightly). Get well soon people! You are suppose to be strong and healthy... It is just like a rubber band - you can't stretch it too much because it will eventually break right? Take care ya!

Moving on, I spent 3 days of my study leave in college studying? NOT 100% but still manage to study. Spent most of my time for the past 3 days with Tay, CJ, David ZC and some other friends/classmates. Really hope it was beneficial...might not be going college that frequent already - still considering though. Thanks to my friends/classmates for staying back too to study! It is nice to have someone to accompany me for lunch, dinner and chit chat. Kinda feeling stressed out a bit sometimes...sad right?

I think I spent most of my time these days with Tay - unbelievable! Another nice friend of mine who I think worth being a friend of his...haha! You'll know what I mean when you get to know him...

BIGGEST JOKE EVER - CJ only bought the sotong for Tay without nasi lemak!

DiGi - yellow man...orange man for??

David and CJ enjoying their nap...they worked really hard...

Tay was lucky enough to order this in Old Kawan & he ordered other food as well...what a good appetite he has

Tongue problem??

You wouldn't believe what picture/video Tay was trying to take...

After a rainy afternoon...a windy evening - nice view from the library?

At 6+ pm...silent zone is so silent - closing

Had a long chat with a friend of mine today. I did not expect that so many things were shared with me and I did consulted this friend. My friend graded me 40/100 for effective points. (not even 50%) Hello...I've tried my best in the talking part to help. Anyway, you know what I am interested in right? I'm gonna be reading about those topics from books after the exam - to help you and most importantly, the topic is interesting to me...hehe! Those topics are just for personal interest ok? But I'm pretty good in it right? I'll make sure you give me at least a 50% next time...

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Updated (29 October 2009)
I went to Student Central today for some reasons and I heard some weird stuff from a counselor and a Form 5 student with her parent and sister.
The student asks the counselor (this is only some of the extremely ridiculous questions which I heard):
1. I want to do medic. Can I take Physics and Chemistry but not Biology? (It is extremely obvious and I feel that she is asking crap/rubbish...) By the way, since she wants to study medic, why are you taking subjects which is for engineering (engineering science subjects)? Should be taking bio-science subjects right? - she said she prefer Physics and Chemistry... LOL
2. Is Maths and Further Maths tough? The counselor was bias and told her incorrect information at this part!! SAM and ICPU Maths are just like your normal SPM Maths you've studied while CAL Maths is more in depth and tougher (combination of SPM Maths and Add Maths) . I was like huh? THIS IS NOT TRUE AT ALL! Our Mathematical Studies contains SPM Add Maths stuff - differentiation, integration, quadratic equations and statistics! Our Specialist Mathematics contains mostly new stuff too! SPM Maths is nothing - totally like Maths for lower secondary... (But don't worry not all counselors are like that...)

I started wondering...why are they so worried about all this? You've not even sat for SPM! Why bother thinking about Pre-U? It is just a waste of time right? It is better if you save your time and energy to study for SPM rather than thinking so far away when you've not even do what is in front of you yet. Just don't understand these people...there is plenty of time after SPM for you to make up your mind. Even if you want to join January Intake, you still have about more than a month to consider! WEIRD PEOPLE...

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I have been expecting too much recently and yet forgotten about some important things which are very important. I am a perfectionist (sadly) so it is hard for me to lower down my expectations especially those who I really care for. But I realised that nothing much can be done actually - no matter how high is your expectations, that person will never know because it is rated personally. Although I know that nobody is perfect, my target for each person varies and I have my minimum expectation...so please don't let me down ok? When you know more about me, you will realise that my expectation is actually not that high - when you do something which I hated a lot, then I will be pissed off...isn't it easy? Just avoid doing things that I hate...

I know that I am demanding sometimes but we should try to compromise with each other right?



P.S. Some people dislike my personal views and thoughts being shared here. If it is bothering you, so sorry. I am reducing the length of my posts and my views. Probably should just keep it to myself - that is what I always do...

Feels like keeping my thoughts aside and hiding myself in the room or a quiet area without any disturbance (no phones, computer and etc.) for some peace...

Till then...

This is it...

Finally it has come to an end... It's the last day to attend lectures before going on study leave! It is kinda fast for us to say goodbye because we were there just for about 8 months (analogy from Calvin: we are ready to "deliver" - sit for SACE External). Is it time for us to say goodbye? - probably for the lecturers but not to classmates yet because we still have Moral Education and some other class programmes after the exam...

It's hard to express how I feel right now - too many mixtures of feelings...most likely because I enjoyed being part of E3 and meeting a group of friends and most importantly my close friends in E3! (not that others are not...just that these close friends are more close to me and just simply unique - I've never seen this type of friends for a long long time!) Whatever it is, these close friends of mine really meant a lot to me and they are just too good!...haha! You know who you are...so I don't have to mention it here right? Or should I? Hmmm...I'll just say it - Forest and David YY, both of you are truly my closest friends in E3! Can't believe I mention this on my blog...haha! Well, Tay, Julienne, CJ, David ZC and a few others are friends who I have never expected to meet in Taylor's - indeed very different from my school friends...

David YY and Forest (my closest friends in E3)

Just to cut the long winded story short, this class is totally different from my previous classes in school! Probably because each and everyone of them came from different background, cultures, attitude, behaviour and personality. 1 WORD to describe them - they are just TOO AWESOME! I will miss my classmates and lecturers! I remember the first friend I got to know was CJ and followed by the rest on the first day. Can't really remember who's next but amazingly Forest and David YY weren't the few first friends I got to know but turned out to be my the closest friends to me...not sure whether am I their closest friend in E3 though...haha

I really enjoyed the moments with my friends yesterday (whole day from morning until night)... Skipped Maths Studies class and half and hour of Chemistry...unbelievable huh?! Well, we prepared some presents for our lecturers (bought the day before) in Forest's house for awhile and ended up fooling around. We will hardly get the chance of fooling around anymore once SAM ends...so got to enjoy to the maximum while we still have the chance to do so.

It took us damn long to take this photo... Attempted many trials and you wouldn't believe what we did

A bunch of crazy friends...

Fooling around in Forest's room...

Julienne practising her skills...

During the night, we cleverly prepared some funny messages and exam paper for our lecturers. Cool huh? You will laugh like mad if you see all those messages and questions we prepared specially for each and every lecturer. Just a small effort to show our appreciation! I doubted that any other classes did this because it is tedious and time consuming - most importantly IT IS NOT A ONE MAN SHOW (ONE PERSON'S EFFORT) BUT A GROUP OF US. All 27 of us wore Taylor's t-shirt and we styled our hair differently! I got screwed on Thursday night though for causing a trouble XD...was damn emo at that time but...

At night... busy planning our messages and etc...

Brain storming for ideas

Tay is damn tired...

Our master piece for Mr James! Credits to David YY for arranging, typing and preparing the paper...

Yue Zhi (UG) being forced to style his hair...

Soon and Pou what are you trying to do to UG?? His girl friend is gonna kill you...

We have a small plan to end our last day with excitement and fun.

• ESL - gathered at the car park and entered the class late BUT she did not scold us! Because it is our last class with her! Message for her was very funny... (Dr Santha hates students who enter her class late/leaves the room when she is teaching) P.S. She loves E3 a lot actually...haha!

• Physics - nothing really special was done for him but he showed us a video and told us his experiences... BUT the fun part was the present we gave him and the message on the card. (Mr Yap is boring sometimes but he is easy going and I SALUTE HIM for his management of syllabus and internal assessments)

• Maths Studies - we prepared an exam paper for him and a present! An exam paper using matrices to send him the message we wanted to conveyed to him. What he got to do was to decode the matrix. (Mr James loves teaching E3 too! He gave us a long farewell speech and he was just too happy seeing the matrix and the message created using the song titles of his favourite singers - MJ and Madonna)

• Chemistry - we gave her the present on yesterday because it was our last class. Although we did not prepare anything special but the present and a cute card was special enough for her... (Miss Isabel is definitely a very good Chemistry lecturer. She is very sarcastic when she gives replies to some of my classmates. I can say that she is different...)

• SP Maths - a special present was prepared for her too! Obviously we cannot missed her out! She is our mentor. She just gave birth to a baby girl on Wednesday! And we are just so lucky to complete the syllabus on Tuesday before she left college earlier because her stomach was in pain. Although she is on maternity leave, we will be visiting her after the exam probably :) (Mdm Lucia is very different because she shares all sorts of knowledge with us...things that we never know! She is very concerned about us and our results. Although she is away, we got a sms from her husband saying that she wants us to work hard and do very well for our external & she wished us the best of luck...)

This is E3! Taken few months ago with our SP Maths lecturer/ mentor...

Our day ended with photo sessions after every subject and we took photos around the college - good memories... Had my lunch with Tay in AC (1 slice of pizza is obviously not enough for me)... Our late lunch - thanks to the heavy rain.

Large watermelon juice just for me...hehe! Look at Tay's mouth!
[NOT promoting AC...just a random shot]

We will be meeting at there again...

Sometimes when you think that you know something very well, you actually don't. It is far much more complicated then what you see. It is hard to get to know a person or something very well! Just like what I've posted previously - the more you know, the more you realise that you know nothing...

I think I missed a lot of fun here and there throughout the 8 months actually... Will miss my close friends most, classmates, friends and lecturers from Taylor's a lot. Exam is coming really soon in about few more days... Study leave is gonna be hectic! Well, everyone is trying to give their best shot...SO, may God bless all of us!

If this is how you want it to be, then it will be this way... I will choose a way which I feel much more suitable though. Everything should have an ending and I guess this is the end of it. If it is not, I do see it is ending soon and there will be no more continuation... I am very sure.

Till then...

Second last week...

This week is the last week I will be studying together with my classmates in C8, CL4 and PL2 as a class, E3. Kinda fast right? Last week for me to listen to Forest's "cold" jokes, David's nonstop "broadcasting" which will keep me awake??, watching CJ "fishing" which makes me feel sleepy, monkey actions from Tay and etc... It just happen to be like that... I started my first day in college sitting beside CJ and gonna end my last day sitting beside him again??

Oh well, just some short updates about the week before. I stayed back in college continuously for few days...hopefully it really helps! Although it's tiring, it is worth it! A bit sad because I had my dinner alone! Was thinking of getting some friends for dinner but didn't want to bother them... On Thursday, kinda lucky to have some friends to go for dinner with. We went to Sushi King and I didn't really ate much (raw food is not really my favourite...). Just tagged along for the sake of having some friends to go for dinner with and will hardly get the chance to hang out with them after this week. When I told my sister how many plates I ate, she laughed at me...swt! She said that when she went to Sushi King with her friends (total of 8 person), they ate 100+ plates! My jaw dropped! Hard to believe but it's true...
I'm still working out with my new boring schedule...spending only a few hours at home and long hours in college.

Sometimes it is a bit hard to understand those things happening around. I kinda felt the difference is very obvious and it is best to have it there... The more you know, the more you realise that you know nothing...

A few of my classmates are addicted to this song...

5 out of 27 students attended Mdm Lucia's extra class...cool huh?
Calvin is blocked by Mdm Lucia...

Silent cafeteria...first time seeing cafeteria being so peaceful!

Peace...

No one...

Tay...

My journey back home...

My posts are getting shorter and shorter right? I don't really have the time and mood to type a long post...sorry!

Feels like sitting on top of a building to feel the cool breeze and wind since it's cooling and rainy lately...

Till then...

Tiring week...

Let's see... what I did since the previous Saturday (Mid Autumn Festival) - was invited to Teck Wee's house for a gathering. Yeah...not many turned up of course because Teck Wee invited us on Friday (a bit last minute) but there were still a few of his loyal and kind friends turned up...haha! You can easily count the number of friends who turned up with just one hand but it's fine - everyone is busy and there's always another chance to tag along.
The funny thing that happened - I left my house and sms-ed Chris asking him what time will he be going to Teck Wee's house and he called me. "Do you want me to pick you up?" I was like huh? =.=" I left my house already...he was in Jusco at that time...swt

Some of the food...

What is Teck Wee trying to do? [Photos from Chris's blog]

Extra classes on Monday, Tuesday and Friday - hours of SP Maths really can make you go a bit crazy especially seeing differential calculus! Hmmm...might have to stay back tomorrow for SP Maths extra class too...sad right? But there isn't any other choices...just hope that we can finish the syllabus as soon as possible. Although this week is not a happy week for me but I don't really want to think about it anymore. Don't want to be that kind anymore to avoid people for taking advantage of it.

Tay, it is not raining in C8 and can you see something behind the green bottle?

Sabar la...makan sampai makanan jatuh...

Felt the passion to study already although it's a bit last minute...hehe. After the extra class, Mdm Lucia told me to go beyond the forecast grade given by all the lecturers. She was hoping to see me do much more better than what I am having right now - high expectations...kinda pressure but probably can be form of motivation too! She told me to "break the glasses of the lecturers" [Mandarin] and prove to them that I can do way way way much better than they expect. Will just try but will see how it turns out to be... Good mentor huh? Glad that I stayed back in college on Friday to study. Library was really quiet and not many people around at that time...just love it! Most people left college early because it's Friday! Got to bare with it for few more weeks only. Might consider staying back until late night...

Nobody... unusual library (TUC's library is usually noisy but it wasn't during night time)

It sounds a bit creepy...hearing this in college during night time if you don't see anyone...
Luckily my friend and I can see people practicing along the corridor outside MPH or else...
[took this from the benches near the guard house]

November gonna be a long busy month with Finals, SAM corroboree and LAN/MQA subject - Moral Education but it will be fun though? 18 November onwards will be fun I guess?

Grapes...fruit for me - whole week... kinda nice eating it for fun

Don't really feel like updating blog so frequent...not because of exam just don't feel like doing so...hmmmm

Till then...

The unexpected...

Oh well, feeling surprised seeing me here updating my blog on a WEDNESDAY? Doesn't really matter...I just feel like doing so right now. Let's see...my mood is not back yet but I hope it will be getting back really soon. Just feel kinda happy that my study mood finally came back. Feel like wanna give my last throw the best I could (beyond the furthest I have done in my life? - hmmm...maybe). My internal marks for all subjects were way way way below my standard so I was kinda depressed at some moments but manage to get back into the "track". I slacked a lot the whole year (IT'S TRUE) and believe me...I was a bit off my mind for slacking, lazying and relaxing although I'm in the March intake. Insane right?! So I can actually say that I killed myself partially. It is no longer important right now because what is done is already done...can do much already.

I finally realised what was wrong with me lately and I got to say that I was so silly and dumb! Actually that's the usual me...(I can't deny this)! I'm glad that I finally know the reason and the cause but sad for being caught up in it. Just got to move on...gonna ignore it and will always being in the state of "I DON'T CARE" till...(best solution and I prefer this way too) I think the old me suits me more. Should I change back to the "old me"? I actually have the answer in my mind already and I am very sure that I will stick with my answer. Reviving the old me! I don't care what's going to happen, what's happening around me (if I don't feel it is necessary be involved) and whatsoever...so long I feel that I'm doing what I am suppose to do and what I want to do. I know the consequences but I can't be bothered already...

A long road ahead... God knows what's best for me and I trust that He will show me the way!
Really need the direction... I have faith that He will be with me until I reach the end...

Mdm Lucia interpreted for me about my horoscope yesterday. Nice lecturer huh? Very motherly I would say...probably a good fortune teller too...haha! Well, one of the things that she said was...I'm very slow in getting the hand of something - slow learner? This is really true! I got to admit it... The other characteristics she mentioned...errmmm...not really important actually (don't feel like sharing actually...hehe).
Honestly, Chemistry class is getting more boring! Sorry Miss Isabel! But I will control myself not to fall asleep in her class...haha! Feeling guilty if I do so. I really enjoyed for having her as my Chemistry lecturer :)! Gonna share with you all a video which I took in my Chemistry class today...it is really funny/fun?

*This is what happened...Miss Isabel found a new way to keep us awake? Music therapy? Creative huh? She played a song (Flightless Bird - Twilight's soundtrack? can't remember...) while she was showing us how some Chemistry drawings*

Hmmm...gonna be more serious now and the old me is always the better choice...

Till then...

Exactly..

I was quite emotional lately (having emotion problems) and being really hot-tempered recently (gets angry even though it's just a small matter)... Can't help it - it just happened and can't control it... MY MAIN CONCERN IS: WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? Probably my soul and mind is not together...don't "cooperate" together well lately? Sometimes things just happen and it's hard to understand. Yet, it's always not easy to make it turn out the way we wanted. Let it be and stop thinking about it is the best solution? Yes! It is the best solution but easy to say, hard to be done... Can't loose focus within this 1 month! Got to do some "housekeeping" with all this emotion problems and get started for my Finals which is exactly 1 month away from today!

Anyway, thanks to all my friends who dropped by here, msn or sms to console me... I really appreciated it! Feeling extremely happy to have such supportive friends and things are getting better right now I guess. Got to hang on there without these problems is the most important thing for me right now :) Whatever it is, I got to start to be ignorant now - "who cares?" Have been using these words very frequently...gonna continue with it.

Hmmm...I finally got to know my marks for the Chemistry internal assessment today! NOT happy at all with it. If I got an A, then it would be a nice "sweetener" for me to work harder for an A in finals. Anyway, I still have time and a last chance! Hopefully I will start to buck up... I believe it can surely make a difference... Miss Isabel said, "You scored pretty well for you Chemistry in your total internal assessments!" when I consulted her about Trial paper today. It is not good at all for me...would have done better in so many areas if there weren't any carelessness or sudden retardation.

We are now currently in the process of calculating our total internal assessments to get our forecast results! Physics was horrible enough when Mr Yap returned our Test IV paper and told us how to calculate our total marks for the internal assessments. SP Maths, we just got back our 2 DI each 10% internal and Maths, 1 DI on Stats and 2 Common Tests - Stats and Matrices.
It was a long and tough process with so many assessments and yet we barely survived in it...still half alive I guess... Finally all internal assessments are DONE! Forecast results will be out soon and I am currently thinking about where should I go to next year and what course should I take up...hmmm...engineering? GOOD QUESTION!

Oh ya, Forest will be leaving in a few hours...she's heading to Perth! David YY stays back almost everyday after college to study so I will be walking to the train station alone next week...boring! Will get used with it soon since I used to walk alone previously... Hmmm...wondering whether should I stay back till late night in college to study? Hmmm...if walk to train station, it is damn dark already. Probably got to ask dad to pick me up?? Go home, bathe and do some stuff...then sleep? Anyone with better ideas or agrees with it?

I seriously wanna share something which happened to me on Tuesday or Wednesday - can't remember. There was an Indian man standing at an open area beside Forest's house. Forest went in to her house and I continue walking to the train station. This man approached me asking me for RM5 because he said his tires punctured...I was smart enough to put him off. It was the same man who asked David and I for money last 2 weeks before holidays. Same person again?! Find someone else la... Don't feel like taking that route already...

This is what I wanna share in my post today...

* SMK La Salle Klang - KFC Hari Raya advertisement *

My school appeared in a KFC Hari Raya advertisement! The venue for the shooting is my school but the students are not... La Sallians, have a look at it! Your memories in school will start to come back...haha! Will post up some stuff all together soon before "cage-ing" myself and I will surely have less time to update my blog if I really stay back till late night in college to study...

Till then...

Meaningless

College resumed last Monday...it's already the third day returning to college after one week of break. The main thing: TRIAL RESULTS which was excitedly given by all my lecturers on Monday itself! YES!!! Everyone did very badly in almost every subjects I guess? Just one word to describe my results - flop (this is my opinion, a few of them "admire" my results *weird*). I simply just don't understand what the heck is wrong - those things that is happening around me, those stuff I'm considering about and whatsoever... Besides the exam, there are several other stuff which bothers me a lot! Really driving me a bit "off" and got pissed off too...

Kinda depressed and upset about results (I call it trash which can be thrown into the rubbish bin) and yet I don't know why my expressions does not show anything. Is it because I have not been performing well lately...so I became "numb" with it? - no feelings at all seeing the trash? I got to say that it is not that I can't do it...probably it is the matter of self discipline, time management and effort... After looking back all the papers, it was not that tough to get better scores if I had put in more effort and focus on Trial Exam. I can actually get higher scores if there weren't those careless, dumb and pathetic mistakes made - thrown lots of marks! The best part is - if I can do the question, it will be extremely well done but if I don't know how to do that question, the whole question will be done badly (damn extreme right?)

Sometimes, people just don't know how to show appreciation. They emphasize on how to appreciate and what ever...but never bother showing at all. Hell not...you are asking someone to show it but you are not showing it?! What the hell? It's not that difficult to show "some" appreciation - any form of gesture or whatsoever will do right? SO what is so difficult? I just simply don't understand... If you don't want others to treat you in such a way, please make sure you treat them in a nice way - if that is the way you treat me, that is the way I treat you back! OK?!
It's so simple...whatever things that you don't want others to do to you, don't do it on them!! Even though you are not in your best condition or situation, any form of way to express your appreciation is good enough and it is understandable because that person is concerned about you! If you don't show any appreciation, it means that you don't care and you simply couldn't be bothered. Will not die after saying or doing it right?! Someone is showing his or her concern about you but if you don't express any appreciation, don't you think it is a bit rude? If you ignore the concern that person is trying to show you, don't you think that person will feel bad as if that person is acting like a busybody? JUST HATED IT SOMEHOW!

Biggest joke of the month which happened yesterday...A chewing gum got stuck on the back of my shirt. I got it when I was in the train station while waiting for the train. Some son/ daughter of bitch or dog with their damn itchy hand stick the chewing gum on the chair at the train station! I was damn tired when I reached the train station and wanted to sit down and ended up getting chewing gum on my shirt!!! Damn unhygienic and inconsiderate...if someone stick on the chair and you sat on it, what will you feel? Please use your brain to think before doing something foolish because you may be the victim one day. Luckily it was not an expensive shirt or one of my favourite shirt or else...I would burst into flames!

Felt like staying somewhere near college and start to buck up to catch up all my scores since traveling everyday is tiring and a waste of time (always have problems with the train - delayed!)... ALSO to avoid having chewing gum getting stuck on my shirt too! Who knows what will it be next time? I will surely be able to study longer and more if I'm in the library's silent zone...

Feeling extremely down and have some feeling of anger as well... What the heck?! Getting bad headaches and things look like spinning around to me just now when I reached home. It's already the last day of September and yet I have not accomplished any of my new year resolutions! Just 3 more months left before 2009 ends! Sometimes I really wonder and regret for some of the things that happened in the past and I always hope to get these things fixed but it is IMPOSSIBLE. What have I been doing for the past 9 months? What I gained? Was it worth it? etc. etc. etc. .... Don't feel like continuing to type anymore in this post... Felt like keeping most of the things to myself would be better since I'm already used to it and always keep all the problems in my heart and seldom share with others...prefer to be alone nowadays
Complicated~

Till then...